Friday, June 2, 2017


Many of you have asked me how YOU can create your own at home income with chat services, texting, picture messages, phone sex, webcam, video sales and more.  Below are a list of the sites I recommend:

Tutorials, tips and advice will be available soon!   Go ahead and get yourself started!  :)  

Tuesday, May 23, 2017


There used to be a time when words like fat, bitch, slut, whore and so many more drove me crazy and angered me.  We grow up learning the power of words, and it's time we take control of how those very words affect us.   I made a choice a VERY long time ago to remove the power of those words and stop letting others control my happiness, emotions, and ultimately how I feel about myself with THEIR words.

“Words are singularly the most powerful force available to humanity. We can choose to use this force constructively with words of encouragement, or destructively using words of despair. Words have energy and power with the ability to help, to heal, to hinder, to hurt, to harm, to humiliate and to humble.”

Considering the ‘powerful force’ of the words we utter, we must also consider how much power we give words.  Regardless of the intention behind what is said, YOU dictate the overall outcome of how it will ultimately affect you.   Remove the reaction and negative affect the words has, you remove the power from the person using it.

Many people are compelled to give voice to any passing feeling, thought or impression they have. They randomly dump the contents of their mind without regard to the significance of what they are saying. For example, when we talk about trivial matters as in gossiping about others, our attention is wasted on trivialities.

You would hope that others would speak with mindfulness, in a way to solidify peace and compassion in our characters. Understanding that our words matter, but also the tone which we use has a huge impact on how they are received, interpreted and the overall outcome of communication.

It is said that there are certain rules that should guide all our communications with others. Always speak the truth, avoid exaggerations, be consistent in what you are saying, don’t use double standards in addressing people, don’t use your words to manipulate others, and most importantly do not use words to insult or belittle anyone.

When we need to talk candidly about something difficult with another person, we must focus on the conversation with keen attention and purpose. During the conversation, we must listen patiently, speak tactfully, and tell the truth as we understand it. We must align our words, voice inflection and tone, eye expression, body language, and actions with our inner awareness in an honest exchange.

My intent is to speak positivity into others with words that will encourage and empower them.  Changing the world isn't just about donating millions of dollars to charities and acts of kindness, it is also about how we feed others with words.  Often how we are spoken to is a mirror image of how we speak to others.  What do your words say about you?

Monday, May 22, 2017

Why "I want to fuck you" sets women off!

As of late, I have been reactivating my dating profiles on sites like SLS, AFF and a few others I've had for years.  NOT because I am looking to date... lol the rumor mills would love to hear that.  I have been promoting my profiles and events and in the midst of my promotions I have been utterly disgusted with how men think that "I want to fuck you" is a compliment!

The comment implies so many things.  Maybe you think I am easy because I am plus sized or perhaps being on the site alone implies I am willing to fuck anyone who hits me up as if having a choice isn't a viable option.  Whatever you may think, "I want to fuck you" is NOT considered a compliment.

Perhaps my confidence is off putting as I assume EVERY man wants to fuck me.  Men are inferior beings powered and motivated by sex.  Why would I assume otherwise?  So you TELLING me the obvious does nothing but completely turn me off and shut you down immediately.

Try OTHER approaches, use some mystery and create an interest before diving right into the obvious.  I am beginning to believe that all the men on these sites are just thirst buckets that think that women are too dumb to figure out what your intentions are or simply desperate enough to fall for anything you say for attention.

Nothing you get too easily is worth keeping or having... just saying!!

Thursday, May 18, 2017


We often reach a point in our lives where we have to make drastic changes, and we don't always understand but we just know it's necessary.  They say if you keep doing the same things expecting different results, that is the definition of insanity.  Change is necessary.

I am editing footage, and looking back at all these people I have worked with.  Many ships have sailed onto bigger and better dreams while others sunk.  I appreciate ANYONE who was a part of my personal and professional growth ::period::.

This isn't easy to write...  but it's necessary.

I have let go of the past.  The old relationships, the friendships that failed or simply reached it's end and the people I once connected with on any level.  It was beyond time.  I followed many and allowed others to follow me but no more do I want to lead or be lead.


Life for me, has evolved.  I am growing up and being selfish.  I deserve to be happy and I am happy.  There are rumors as to WHY or how I made the choices I have made and people are going to talk.  The truth of the matter is, sometimes people just become toxic for your environment and growth and I am sure I became that for others.  My disconnect isn't always about others being bad for me but also me not moving in the same direction as those I am around.

I wish you all well.  From the bottom of my heart, I want the best for you even if that means removing myself from the equation.  My silence is misunderstood but necessary.  I am not perfect, and don't profess to be.  Therefore, I know when our communication needs to cease and is not longer reaching positive results.

I hope you all find the happiness you deserve.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Public Flash & Pee video nearly gets me arrested!

We went to a local park to shoot and anticipated there would be a little bit of traffic from on-lookers, but never imagined this many people would be worried about what we were doing.  They saw me playing with myself although their focus was on the 2 guys blowing each other across the way.  I kid you not... they were giving each other some mega head like it was nobody's business.  

I was a little paranoid and kept looking to see who was watching.  Then a guy came by that was a little caught off guard and mentioned calling the police.  I hurried my ass out of there and took off.  Hazards of the job! 

The following videos are also available! 

Sunday, April 30, 2017

Squirting has become addicting!

It's true!  Now that I have figured out how to project my squirt stream I have found some pretty crazy places to squirt!  As seen above, I was at the OBGYN office getting my annual check up and while they left me to "undress" I found one of those huge medical swabs and proceeded to fuck myself until I released my love spray everywhere.   When I say EVERYWHERE, it was on the curtain, the wall, the floor and all over the medical table.  What I didn't get on video, was the dr asking what all the wetness was from as I didn't get it all up when I cleaned up.  They came in before I expected and wasn't quite ready.  Oops!

The situation has gotten out of control to the point that my husband has kicked me out of the house when I get online to webcam stating that he is tired of huge puddles and random squirt stains appearing everywhere in the house.  In the above example, I take my squirting to my minivan which only pissed him off even more!  Neighbors walking by got a glimpse of me spread wide open and spraying the windshield of the van.  

My job wasn't even safe from my squirt escapades!  While in my office during broad daylight and an office full of people, I got on cams spread my pussy and squirted all over my desk!  Important papers drenched and an assistant who damn near walked in on me spread wide open for the world to see!  As crazy as it sounds, I actually got off on knowing that I could get caught.  I later thanked my husband for forcing me out the house with my adventures because the stakes were getting higher and the adrenaline was amping up!

Where will I squirt next?  YOU decide!

a)  gym
                b)   dressing room
        c)  front yard
         d)  at the park 

Send me YOUR answers by COMMENTING below!! 

Friday, April 28, 2017

Be your own webmaster!

You Are 100% In Charge. You’re The Boss.

One of the most difficult things to do in the adult business or any content sale business is find a good webmaster.  NOT that other people aren't capable of running a successful website for you, but ultimately as creators we prefer to have full creative, design, monetary and update control of our websites.  Unfortunately, the cost of running your own website can be overwhelming and the process long and frustrating.

How much does it cost to start, manage and operate my own website independently?
On your own?  WOW.... here are just some of the costs you would need to consider:

*Domain purchase/Email Account $
*Hosting/Server - make sure they allow adult content and has enough bandwidth to sustain your content
*Website Design and Development - a new site needs to be easy to navigate and mobile compatible as well as offer functions that will allow your members to easily view videos, photo galleries and other features of your website.
*Content Management - this is what you need to store, and update your website's content
*Content Delivery System - this is the program you use to deliver the content.  (i.e. video viewing source, etc)
*Billing - you will need to establish a payment method for your members.  Most Visa/Mastercard services run about $1000 a year.

and that just begins the fees you will be responsible solely for as an independent website owner/webmaster without setting up through our system.

We have determined that as a start up content provider or even as a website owner who wants to be independent it is quite overwhelming and costly.  How do you avoid these issues but still maintain 100% in control of your website?


First and foremost, it's FREE!  Yes, FREE to sign up!  No up front fees, no hidden costs.
You are offered a choice of easy to use designs that give you the freedom to make your website look unique.

Integrated affiliate program allows you to allow others to sign up with your website program and promote your site.  They are paid directly through the program.  You are solely responsible for delivering marketing tools and sample content for better conversions.

Integrated email newsletter system allows site viewers to sign up for your email newsletter.  Although there is no actual email newsletter system in place, it is still a great way to have information on the people who have interest in your site and open up communication.

You are paid 75% of your sales.  The billing is paid for, handled and maintained without you needing to do anything but tell us how you want to be paid.  You will get payments weekly on Tuesdays (except major holidays, when payments are made on the following working day after Tuesday), starting from the 3rd week after your registration, provided your income met the minimum payout requirements for a selected payout method.  A three week hold is required by payment processors in order to have a reserve for covering any chargebacks and justified refunds from your members that might occur.

A support forum is available for you to communicate with other site owners, models and the operating staff for education, tips, suggestions and inquiries regarding your website.

There are a ton more benefits you will find quite enticing and worth while but don't take my word for it!  Go to BBWXXXSITES.COM and sign up!  Start your independent website now!
Want to eliminate the weekly pay option and minimal payment?  

Daily payouts are available through our studio!  Read more about how you can have your own website and get paid DAILY for your sales you generate!  [DAILY PAY STUDIO OPTION]