I think it's finally hit everyone that I am out of the business now.. and with the peace comes the potential for drama - but I am batting it away with every part of my good heart. I have been working hard, playing very little. Trying to keep my plate clear... I have personal goals to meet before I let someone in. Good good... saw him about a week and a half ago...I drove 2 1/2 hours to see him for a few hours and drove back @ 2am to get home and get ready for work in the morning. I can't do it anymore. I like him, but this is ridiculous. I travel all over to see him and ONCE he came to me. I deserve better. I deserve MORE. No committment from this and I am traveling like we engaged or something. I NEED MORE. So I am back to SOLO SOLO with really no potentials. Honestly, I like it that way. Men tend to complicate things, and women... my bisexual experiences are in my past. Dealing with people I HAVE to deal with and everyone else when I feel like it. I am happy, content, and LOVING my new life. I do miss some of you, but no one really keeps in contact with me so I guess they have moved on to the next best thing. Perhaps I should shut down this blog? Does anyone even read it? I have contemplated coming back... but with no love what's the point? Hmmm...
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