While having to sit back, and just chill for a few days... I had an epiphany. "If my career in the business of adult entertainment were to end today, would I regret anything?" Absolutely not. I have met some amazing people, and some crazies... but overall the experience itself has been a MAJOR step in MY life. I have gained far more than I have lost. Between self confidence boost, great friends, life lessons and skills that will be useful in and out the business - I can surely say that this has been a wonderful ride. I am NOT planning on leaving... I just put my "place" in the industry into perspective. And if there are those who choose to NOT call me a pornstar, so what. I enjoy where I am in what I do because I still have a VERY close relationship with fans. I tend to my own messages which sets me aside from most. THAT to me is more important than being in a 100 videos... and yes someone said being a pornstar is more than just fucking on film. That can be debated... but I still feel I deserve some recognition for the hard work I put in, the travels I have gone on meeting fans across the country and the efforts I have given throughout the years.
That's all I have to say at this point. Til next time.